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oh....hello...
i've just revisited old posts and i'm so embarrassed!
ummmm.....updates:
-i graduated college.
-i live in los angeles now.
-i just realized that i stopped posting when i got a boyfriend two and a half years ago.
-i'm failing at finding a grown-up job.
-art is still hard.
-i am still awkward.
-also, i look nothing like my user pic anymore.
see you later???
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| UPDATE |
[29 May 2005|11:00pm] |
SUMMER OF BAD DECISIONS has been a success so far.
examples:
1) slip and slides
2) cookouts
3) knife fights
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[13 Apr 2005|08:12pm] |
(more prints later)
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| Spring Break. |
[12 Mar 2005|06:25am] |
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Hiiiiiii.
I am in Jacksonville and I am sitting in the dark on the internet listening to the same John Lennon song over and over again because I cannot fall back to sleep.
I don't know why I still think that I need to be drinking every night to have fun while I am here, it's really not so bad, but that's probably because I am only here for a weekend. I haven't had a drink once while on break in Tallahassee......wait......I just remembered that that wasn't true, I settled for vodka in lemonade every night while watching really bad television alone in my apartment and trying to decide when to go home (BTW, I drank some of your vodka, Katie and Cortney. Pay you back, promise). But Jacksonville Glasses of Whiskey and the hookah bar with my "legal" Red Stripes really were fun, even though most of the kids around us were all kinds of seventeen-year-old pretentiousness. And, surprise, my parents actually like the tattoo, I don't know why I am disappointed that I wasn't yelled at. I reeeeeeaaaaalllly love them.
So now the sun is up. I think today I will go to Barnes and Noble and be a lurker, drawing people while they are reading. It's a real homework assignment, I swear.
No, really. It's due on Monday.
(BTW, some day I will write an entry in which I am not talking about drinking all the time, promise.)
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[07 Mar 2005|04:20pm] |
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( photo 1 portraits )
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| Hello, I'm Neurotic.... |
[23 Feb 2005|06:24pm] |
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....and I'm really fucking tired of it!
Something I found that I wrote a month ago, entitled "I Smell Like Sawdust":
This weekend I learned a lot of things about myself and other people. Much of it was upsetting news, but I can't remember the last time it was ever the opposite. Mix in a bottle of wine and bad bad decisions and there you have it, another weekend in Tallahassee. I wish people cared about each other. Better yet, I wish that people gave a shit at all.
Why don't I eat another emo ass Valentines cookie, I mean seriously, what was (is?) wrong with me? But I'm so glad that I finally don't give a shit at all either, it feels so much better than dwelling on lost causes. I am also much more sober than a month ago, which is fantastic, but damn I needs a new bottle of wine sometime soon in life. It really sucks that everyone I know is 21 now, I am too scared/tired of asking someone to buy alcohol for me. Being born in the summer was a bad idea.
For lent this year, I have been going to church every Sunday. But aside from that I have been a terrible Catholic since I forgot to not meat for the last two Fridays. Wish me luck on being a hypocrite.
Hey, did you guys know that Andrea (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) darkroomsaga) is moving into my apartment next lease? It's gonna be awesome. We need two more roommates, or else it's Random City, August 2005--any takers? You would be happy to know that in your room you get your own baffroom, mini fridge, and microwave. Please be clean and wash your dishes.
Hi, this is how I look when I first wake up, except in this picture I had been awake all day. The look on my face is, as The Dudes would say, "House of Bad Decisions".
I hate self portraits, it is the same G.D. assignment every single semester.
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| My Bloody Valentines |
[14 Feb 2005|03:23am] |
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UPDATE: (they look better in the magazine, but they taste good)
Happy V Day....or....something.
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[13 Feb 2005|07:46pm] |
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These cookies are soooo being made for Valentines Day:
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| Holy shit, I just got served you guys. |
[28 Jan 2005|11:45am] |
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Since I didn't hand my vagina over to that kid I used to kind-of-sort-of-date right away, he is now fucking my 18-year-old roommate! AWESOME! Isn't that, like, soooo funny!?! HAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA, it's really fucking funny!!!!!!!!
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| DAAAMMMN, GINA |
[17 Jan 2005|02:30pm] |
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Seriously. Can I go one weekend without making a fool of myself?!?!? I need to stop drinking so much. It's really terrible.
And yes. I did fall off the bed and rammed my face into a table. You know, cause I'm THAT girl. But thanks for saving me, Katie.
I also got caught talking shit about creepy boys by the creepy boys themselves. Wow, I'm also a bitch!
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| ...Oh, and I also broke someone's heart...sorry |
[06 Jan 2005|10:53am] |
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Why am I such a wino!?!? I drank a third of a fucking jug of sangria last night. I should not have been talking on the internet. You get the best-worst of me, Instant Messenger. Over the break I've acquired the habit of drinking in public places via covered styrofoam soda cups. Example: (1) The Avenues Mall. (2) AMC Movie Theater.
Speaking of the break......It really wasn't as bad as I thought it was going to be, but the pot brownies were fun anyways. Two whole weeks of blasts from the pasts, and it was crazy as hell. I was suddenly a twenty-year-old middle schooler hanging out at fucking Hickory Creek and off of Kernan fucking Boulevard. Jacksonville is still officially my movie-watching town, because never had I been to the movies four times within a week in Tallahassee. Another thing I've noticed is that going to a Blockbuster is only unsettling in T-town because people always go as couples to rent movies, and I go by myself...everywhere. Oh Jacksonville. Sometimes I do miss you. And might I add that there was not one day when I wasn't some kind of intoxicated (someone's got a problem).
Christmas was pretty awesome too. I finally got a printer, one of those all-in-one things, and ooh! ooh! a tray to scan negatives! Mom also took me to the outlets and bought me a bunch of cute sweaters and coats and shoes, which I have yet to take advantage of here in Tallahassee because it's not nearly as cold as it was this time last year. Why, Florida!? Other random things: a candle, some 20 dollar bills, a watch, candy cigarettes (get it!?), a best buy gift card, and a partridge in a pear tree. <<<<< HAHAAAAAAA, I'm such a riot incapable of channeling sarcasm!
New Year's Eve was decent, even though parts of it seemed rushed, and it involved lots of driving and phone calling but thank god I wasn't wasted, because how cliche would that have been to die in a car crash on New Year's Eve?
And so that was my Winter Break 2004. Happy New Year, kids. Or should I say....'NOLE...YEAR? Yes, they really said that at the Gator Bowl.
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| Also... |
[05 Jan 2005|05:18pm] |
I have an online portfolio from Graphic Design last semester.
For terrible elementary adobe illustrations, go here.
Why is my word for 2004 embarrassing???
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| Hello, My Friend, Hello |
[05 Jan 2005|03:15pm] |
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School started today, and so far I've been to one class, Photo 1. And of course on First Days, shit always ends early, so I am on "my break" in the computer lab doing that whole internet thing which is quite boring because you can only read about other random people's lives whom you do not even know in real life that live in places you have never been to for so long. I mean, come on. Livejournal??? And how embarrassing is it to be reading people's journals while I am in a public computer lab, I always have to minimize the windows so that people will not know what I am doing with my boring boring life on the internet. No offense, I just forget what productivity was like.
Before then, at my apartment, in my bedroom, I watched My Girl in its entirety on HBO while getting ready and revisiting my love for Thomas J. Last night the girls made lasagna and cake, and my god was it good. However, accompanied with a lot of sangria, Italian food makes you uncomfortably full, but did you know that already?
It's almost time for my second class today, Life Drawing, yeah the one where you draw naked people. Aren't you jealous, I get to draw penises and boobies and butts, and...pregnant women I think? Be back later, maybe I will write about my winter break...
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| I Don't Want Ambivalence! |
[17 Dec 2004|12:01pm] |
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Embarrasssssiiiiiiiiing!
That's all I have to say about last night. And everyone knows it too.
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